Santogold--- Definitely feeling her

I guess I am getting tired of the route that hip hop has taken nowadays and Im slowly abandoning it LOL no... really. Look Im tired of the SOS!!!!!!!!!!! Shake that ass, Superman that ho, Bat man that ho, Robo cop that ho, take it off, I got jewels, MONEY CASH HOES (even though I love that song), Im a pimp, Im a boss, Im the don... Just shut the f--- up already sh--! Anyway... got my blood pressure boiling...  Lawd. Its too commercial, rappers constantly selling out on us and aint talking about a damn thing lately. I listen to my neo soul for meaning and also Ive been dusting off my moms tunes, like the oldies songs like "To be Real!!!!!!!!!" You know... that boogie era lol Well I find meaning in older music than in the crap these kids are listening to nowadays................. O..... M.....G... Im am maturing... I sound like my mom... my grandmother.... goodness.... shoot its true tho! LOL But anyone who knows me knows that Im into weird sounding catchy music. Big fan of Daft Punk, MIA, Some rock (dont feel like naming) and lately... I have been feeling this new artist. Santogold... Definitely a genre bender like MIA, I just dont know what classification to put them in and I love that about them. Santogold is from Brooklyn... where Im from. But she sound unlike any Brooklyn artist Ive ever heard of, hell American artist at that. I swore she was from the UK. But its good to see her breaking stereotypes of all kinds. I appreciate her music and I will be choreographing to her this fall. 

I Choose me...

I guess Im getting to learn myself alot better for the 08. Maybe its the year of self discovery. I am getting to learn myself better and and coming to terms with accepting who I am. I am an INFP. The idealist, the visionary. The most creative. There are flaws that come with my personality ... What? I wouldnt want to hear that before lol  Criticism.. I hate it. But I realize that it helps you grow. Its not to tear someone apart. I guess I have used criticism in the wrong way all these years other than to improve my dance. I have to embrace it and face it. Stop living in this imaginary world where there is this perfect world even though thats a part of me... its not the truth. What else... It says that I hate conflict. Which I do, but I have been slowly realizing that no conflict is unhealthy, too much is unhealthy. But you have to have some to live in this world. I have definitely getting better at speaking my mind when I am not feeling something. So without realizing it, I have been working on it :) The criticism thing is the thing I need to embrace more and dammit... I just need to become more aware of my surroundings and how others perceive me because yes, I can be oblivious. It  also says that I may come off as wierd to other... BUT I LIKE THAT!!!!!!! Call me weird, call me an individualist I love it. As long as Im not the dreaded...... normal. Trends suck. I do have my own way of doing things. I dont trust easily, but when its gained... I am one of the most loyal person. I love things that society may not be able to understand. I love the underdog. I embrace them whole heartedly. Me, myself... I consider myself an underdog in some cases. I wanted a tattoo that said "Mis-Understood" or "I love Underdogs" LOL Corny I know. I'll still get something like that but I'll put more thought into it before I permanently put it on my body. I worry too much as well. That has to stop. Worry ages you. Worry causes stress and stress causes a variety of sicknesses. Carefree is what I want to be. I will. Im working on it. I do love who I am though. I just want to be the INFP at its greatest potential such as greats like Mother Teresa, Audrey Hepburn, Mr Rogers, Amy Tan, William Shakespeare, Princess Diana, Helen Keller, Dick Clark, Fred Savage, and even Mary mother of Jesus! LOL Thats bugged out. Well 08 has been a bit of a struggle, but hey... Im just learning how to sail my ship right? LOL

Peace!

Great News!

I GOT THE INTERNSHIP!!! AAAAHHHH!!!!! OMG I AM ON CLOUD 9 RIGHT NOW!!! THE POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS HELPED SO MUCH! THANK YOU LORD!!!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!