Today is a new day....

Yesterday was a drag for me, but today is a new day and there is nowhere etched in stone that says that today has to be the same. So today is way better. I am a little worried about my baby boy. It seems that he won't be the type of baby or boy that you can just spank and he will listen. He is a rough little one. He will cry for like 2.576 seconds and then he will just go back to doing what you originally spanked him for. I don't know whats up with my baby boy. The more I hit, the more he hits. I have to teach him otherwise. He is going to be the type of kid that needs to be put on punishment and to be spoken to. He is my first and only born, and he has my heart in a way that is hard to express in words. I want to teach him well. AAAAAH My baby boy... this is gonna be a tough one :) :(